what came before

2005-09-19 - depression redux
2005-06-16 - Movies
2005-01-13 - frightened
2005-01-11 - my subconscious jumping up and down
2004-05-28 - -
2004-05-20 - myrtle beach
2004-05-05 - -
2004-04-27 - -
2004-04-26 - super short
2004-03-25 - Ritalin anyone?
2004-03-16 - hunger
2004-03-15 - xanax.... please?
2004-03-13 - Addiction
2004-03-12 - tastes like chicken
2004-03-11 - Much Ado...
2004-03-11 - Freaking out
2004-03-07 - happy me
2004-03-04 - It sucks to be a girl
2004-03-02 - Well Yeah, but I'm working on it...
2004-02-25 - I didn't even have to flash to get them
2004-02-25 - Freedom isn't free...
2004-02-23 - stolen thoughts
2004-02-23 - I know that...
2004-02-22 - busy weekend, no boys kissed
2004-02-17 - I suck
2004-02-16 - smartass, thy name is girlie
2004-02-14 - Not a slut, just a serial kisser
2004-02-13 - can't make a decision to save my life
2004-02-12 - Men make me crazy!
2004-02-12 - Template Woes
2004-02-12 - Where I've been...
2004-02-11 - We all knew I was mentally unstable
2004-02-10 - happy thoughts to hold onto
2004-02-09 - Happy
2004-02-04 - people making me crazy
2004-02-03 - Obsession and compulsion
2004-02-02 - early sunday morning cuddles
2004-01-29 - waah
2004-01-25 - snow, snow, go away
2004-01-23 - unlocked
2004-01-06 - The more things change...
2004-01-05 - I have goals, I have dreams...
2003-12-28 - crazy
2003-12-22 - twisted, i am
2003-12-19 - top and bottom 100 movies
2003-12-15 - Happy
2003-12-14 - Very Sleepy
2003-12-12 - my owwie head
2003-12-04 - owwieness
2003-12-02 - moochies
2003-11-26 - happy messages
2003-11-25 - purity test
2003-11-19 - oh where, oh where...
2003-11-14 - ADD?
2003-11-13 - funnyness
2003-11-10 - busy bee
2003-11-09 - stuff
2003-11-08 - Straight tequila nights...
2003-11-04 - better late than never
2003-11-04 - unfocused gaze
2003-11-02 - drama continues
2003-10-30 - tangled thoughts
2003-10-29 - bah humbug
2003-10-28 - I didn't know volleyball was like hockey
2003-10-24 - state of the union
2003-10-21 - playing
2003-10-15 - obsess much?
2003-10-13 - Not Here
2003-10-09 - Love me, that's all I ask of you
2003-10-08 - yes, i *am* a loser
2003-10-07 - Shopping Extravaganza!
2003-10-06 - He who isn't named
2003-10-06 - a moment
2003-10-04 - The insanity of it all
2003-10-04 - love me when i'm gone
2003-10-02 - oww
2003-09-30 - Things to do
2003-09-29 - Trip to the faire
2003-09-26 - Things to remember
2003-09-25 - dominate me
2003-09-25 - Goals.... YAY goals... yeah.. whatever
2003-09-22 - feeling guilty
2003-09-17 - That is not allowed!
2003-09-16 - spiraling
2003-09-15 - the more things change...
2003-09-12 - Yesterday
2003-09-09 - pms rears its ugly head
2003-09-07 - sighing
2003-09-05 - ramblings
2003-09-05 - synopsis
2003-09-04 - men suck
2003-09-03 - yeah this is boring, go back one
2003-09-03 - headspace
2003-09-02 - nervous laughter
2003-08-27 - Scary Dream Update
2003-08-21 - not feeling very creative today
2003-08-19 - chat life
2003-08-19 - rambling again
2003-08-18 - oww
2003-08-11 - the past revisited
2003-08-10 - work
2003-08-08 - Nice weather! YAY
2003-08-07 - mourning my baby
2003-08-06 - I must be old...
2003-08-06 - dreams continue
2003-08-05 - pinkness and weird dreams
2003-08-03 - off to the beach
2003-07-31 - she's makin' me an outfit
2003-07-30 - slightly off kilter
2003-07-26 - sometimes its best to shut your mouth
2003-07-24 - i know i can, be what i want to be....
2003-07-23 - So maybe I was wrong...
2003-07-23 - This is proof online quizzes are never right.
2003-07-22 - I'll be a good girl
2003-07-21 - whatever
2003-07-20 - Real world? God I hope not
2003-07-19 - good intentions, no follow through
2003-07-18 - blah blah
2003-07-17 - anti-social and all that
2003-07-16 - procrastination
2003-07-15 - play by play
2003-07-14 - apropo of nothing
2003-07-10 - girlie stuff
2003-07-09 - phrases all in a row
2003-07-06 - Meeting Petty
2003-07-03 - rambling
2003-07-02 - I will not faint!
2003-07-01 - SARS, why do you love me so?
2003-06-30 - Crankiness
2003-06-29 - Normal Sunday
2003-06-28 - New stuff, New stuff
2003-06-26 - 4 things I hate
2003-06-26 - Curses, foiled again
2003-06-26 - just a few things
2003-06-24 - Cranky
2003-06-23 - panic attacks suck
2003-06-23 - plan for the day
2003-06-22 - Moving Forward...
2003-06-18 - Evil Personal Trainer from Hell
2003-06-16 - Douglas
2003-06-16 - New Bank, New Gym YAY
2003-06-15 - The evils of alcohol
2003-06-15 - Where oh where?
2003-06-14 - I felt it, potent and divine...
2003-06-12 - The ghosts of chats past
2003-06-12 - Submitting to the Chiropractor
2003-06-10 - Joining the Y
2003-06-09 - so very sleepy
2003-06-06 - masochistic soul
2003-06-06 - Why yes, I am a bitch
2003-06-06 - I want to always feel that feeling
2003-06-05 - My day at the MVA
2003-06-04 - chat
2003-06-04 - Will whore myself for antibiotics
2003-06-02 - I am drugged
2003-06-02 - Scary Dreams
2003-05-31 - Non-internet experiences in short
2003-05-30 - Yes, I am a freak
2003-05-29 - lots of little things
2003-05-27 - I am a rockin babysitter
2003-05-26 - sunday happenings...
2003-05-25 - one more
2003-05-24 - matrix meanies
2003-05-23 - quiz-mania
2003-05-23 - productive
2003-05-22 - supah stah
2003-05-21 - cars and credit and kids
2003-05-18 - Lament
2003-05-16 - rain rain go away
2003-05-14 - cold weather
2003-05-12 - Me? Violent?
2003-05-11 - I kick ass
2003-05-10 - twins, headaches, crashes
2003-05-07 - babies babies YAY babies
2003-05-06 - Car Crap ~ The MVA is evil
2003-05-04 - sheeps, goats, wool, oh my
2003-05-03 - movie plans thwarted
2003-05-01 - Jamie and vacation thoughts
2003-04-30 - chat crushes
2003-04-29 - phones, babies, n quizno's oh my
2003-04-29 - my pretty red cell phone
2003-04-27 - flowers, trees, allergies
2003-04-26 - Coffee w/Friends
2003-04-25 - going out
2003-04-24 - superficiality
2003-04-22 - work
2003-04-21 - stuff, and more stuff
2003-04-19 - disturbed rantings of a lunatic
2003-04-19 - Shopping
2003-04-17 - flowers everywhere
2003-04-16 - Things are getting better
2003-04-15 - ACK my window is broken
2003-04-15 - An entry for another day.
2003-04-13 - Shopping Spree
2003-04-11 - productivity run amok
2003-04-10 - miles to go before I sleep
2003-04-09 - -
2003-04-07 - YAY i'm here
2003-04-03 - Today's the Day
2003-04-02 - sickie
2003-04-01 - almost
2003-03-29 - moving forward
2003-03-28 - hit me
2003-03-27 - 4:45 am
2003-03-26 - I need...
2003-03-15 - oh blah dee oh blah da
2003-03-10 - Tommorow is a new day
2003-03-05 - a LITTLE anti-social?
2003-02-24 - list
2003-02-19 - template and shopping
2003-02-19 - editing like a mad woman
2003-02-18 - What might have been...
2003-02-17 - Random Thoughts
2003-02-16 - Insert cursing about snow and ice here
2003-02-15 - mental breakdown part 1
2003-02-14 - mmmm LL
2003-02-14 - mommy mommy, i love my mommy
2003-02-11 - I feel sick
2003-02-11 - snow snow go away
2003-02-10 - winding their way through my mind
2003-02-04 - stupidity
2003-02-02 - me + pictures = crap
2003-01-29 - zip zip zip all over the place
2003-01-28 - Funny for me, maybe not for you
2003-01-24 - winter blahs
2003-01-20 - I think I have dishpan hands
2003-01-16 - dreams...
2003-01-13 - um, yeah
2003-01-12 - strange dreams
2003-01-08 - yumminess
2003-01-05 - blather
2003-01-03 - Ow Ow Ow
2003-01-01 - We Should Never do this Again
2003-01-01 - Happy New Year
2002-12-30 - weighty matters
2002-12-30 - I wanna be an elf
2002-12-24 - I'm going with crazy
2002-12-22 - sucking
2002-12-19 - blech
2002-12-18 - I love you Grandpop
2002-12-17 - i'm sick
2002-12-05 - Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow
2002-12-04 - my roller coaster emotions
2002-12-03 - i give up
2002-12-01 - alive
2002-11-29 - The soothing effects of a candle and hot chocolate
2002-11-28 - disfunctional girlie
2002-11-27 - Just when you think....
2002-11-26 - The book of my life...
2002-11-25 - I had the sense to recognize...
2002-11-25 - war, war is stupid and people...
2002-11-24 - grumpy
2002-11-24 - -
2002-11-23 - sick... still
2002-11-23 - i was going to shop
2002-11-23 - sick head instead of sick in the head
2002-11-20 - This is my day...
2002-11-19 - all is right with the world
2002-11-17 - what to do?
2002-11-16 - i wonder...
2002-11-16 - volunteers please
2002-11-14 - the edge
2002-11-13 - My first day
2002-11-13 - penguins are scary!
2002-11-12 - randomness
2002-11-11 - a tumor ?
2002-11-11 - toys r us kids
2002-11-08 - make me say gah
2002-11-08 - anger issues revisited
2002-11-07 - around the chatroom in 80 days
2002-11-05 - anger issues
2002-11-04 - Is "dreamt" a real word?
2002-11-04 - no getting sick!
2002-11-03 - Yeah... I'm not co-dependent
2002-11-01 - music can be evil
2002-10-31 - Fuck you... no, fuck ME
2002-10-31 - cold and hungry
2002-10-31 - wait an hour the mood will change
2002-10-30 - boring day
2002-10-29 - Sometimes she cries
2002-10-29 - short bursts of ecstasy
2002-10-28 - stomach clenching and productivity all in one day
2002-10-28 - rings and things...
2002-10-28 - Who are all these people you talk about anyway...
2002-10-28 - recommitment or why i started over
2002-10-21 - The one about Pumpkin Show
2002-10-17 - Meanderings...
2002-10-17 - this is a test...
2002-10-16 - poetry or run on sentances with creative spacing, you're call
2002-10-16 - fear
2002-10-12 - depression
2002-10-01 - So kiss me and smile for me...
2002-10-01 - The family abode...
2002-09-27 - I am a software godess
2002-09-26 - direction...
2002-09-22 - Oktoberfest...
2002-09-21 - katiebug
2002-09-17 - It always comes back to bite you in the ass...
2002-09-17 - just for giggles
2002-09-16 - voulez vous coucher avec moi...
2002-09-13 - -