disfunctional girlie
2002-11-28
Do you ever just want to quit everything and bury your head in the sand?
I am currently overwhelmed by:
Work: I have too much to do, I don't know the answers, and when I ask for help no one helps me. I feel like i'm letting people down by not knowing the answers.
Money: I'm working two jobs and still have no money. Where does it go??? I'm sure as hell not spending it. Out of Seven Hundred dollars last week, I spent fifty on myself. $150 went to us all going out last thursday. $100 went to pay the water bill. Where did the other 400 go?? $200 to groceries maybe. Fuck if I know.
I am totally sucking and failing miserably at everything I do right now.
I have time to work right now, and I'm not. It makes me feel like i'm so behind, that I'll never catch up.
I don't know how to explain it other than I just can't function right now.
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