Yes, I am a freak
2003-05-30

I guess I was weird, because I wasn't looking to have sex. LOL I was also weird because three firsts were with people that I had met online. I am such a freak. I didn't have sex with Chris the first night he came up though. We just slept together. The second night was another story. I really did like Chris. Screwed that up. Yes, I have had sex with people I have not met online. I've gotten really picky. I'm trying to think If I've slept with anybody gross just to have sex. I will say, drunk leads to me having sex with almost anybody available. LOL Its never good when I'm drunk, Its even worse when both people are drunk. OMG Its been almost a year and a half since I've had sex. Whats suprising is that this doesn't bother me. I'm WAY picky, I don't think i'm going to meet anyone online just to have sex with them. To get beat maybe, and even that I don't really want to do with someone I don't know, unless its in some sort of club situation. I know exactly what I want from a Dominant except that its a way I feel, not a specific thing.

Zack is pulling his hair out, I do not know why.

~Jessica

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