mourning my baby
2003-08-07

I need some alone time from my mother very soon. I just need alone time.

I am so angry. I have never hated anyone before. I do now. I cannot believe that she got full custody of K. It is inconcievable to me. She's not the one I hate. Its the one that testified on her side and lied. Or just outright expanded on things that did happen and made them worse than they were.

I am so worried for my baby girl. She does not want to go live with her mother. She wrote her dad a note to that effect. I worry for the person that she'll grow up to be because of her mothers influence. I worry that she'll get made fun of, I worry that she'll be unhappy. I worry for her. It kills me. I just wanted everything to work out for her. I'm so sad that they have not. I could hear in his voice that he's devistated.

I'm going to go out and walk on the beach now so I can be alone even though I'm out there with my mom. Hopefully I'll find some shells.

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