Love me, that's all I ask of you
2003-10-09

So, obviously I'm not thinking about him.

I was happy before I met him right? Happy enough anyway. I think the problem is that he reminded me that men can be nice. That having someone pay attention to you, compliment you, call you, think you're sexy, feels good. I had forgotten that, you know, because it's never freakin happened before! Do not show me how it can be, and then take it away. It just isn't nice.

Obviously he hates me, no longer is interested in me, etc. That has to be the case. It couldn't be that he's feeling guilty. It couldn't be that he is doing the right thing. He couldn't possibly be busy at work.

I should be happy that he's doing the right thing. Karma is going to kick my ass one of these days (See Texas, 1993 - 2001).

When did this move from me having someone to play with to me wanting to stalk him, needing him to pay attention to me?

I truly hate being crazy.

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