state of the union
2003-10-24

Its me, the busy bee.

I'm worried about the J-woman. I don't know if I should be or not, but I am.

I'm only stressing minutely about the muppet situation. Mostly because i'm in a molesticating mood, but I'm busy for the weekend. Also, i'm still not sure how this is going. We were all in synch before the wednesday of doom, but since then, not so much talking, and less attention for me. If that's just how it is, that's fine. If he's wanting to blow me off, I just need to know. I would be all bummed, but i'd live. He's probably not trying to blow me off though, he would have not called after not hearing from me, and he wouldn't have returned my phone calls. I should know, that's what I do. Bad Bad me. Ok... so we've determined I'm mental.

I AM on the other hand stressing about work. With what L's mother is going through, he doesn't really have time to work, and that makes things difficult for us. Hopefully that will change soon. Today I was contemplating real jobs again. Only because I want less stress and to feel better about the work. But It was only momentary, and I really do love my job. I think I thrive on stress, that I don't know how to live with out it, hence staying in this position.

Much back cracki-ness at the Chiropractor today, I even lived through therapy without losing my mind.

Off to Delaware with K this weekend. I think we're going to hit the beach Saturday night. It'll be nice... I like my ocean time. When I say nice, I mean FUCKING COLD.

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