my owwie head
2003-12-12

So...

This week:

My cousin tried to kill himself

My cousin's wife filed an Order of Protection

My Dad is getting Laid Off

I need 2800 worth of Dental work RIGHT NOW

I may not have a job very soon.

I need to call CPS.

So yeah, Its been a great week.

I literally spent all day in bed today with a blanket over my head. I had a migraine. It still hurts a bit, but much better than it was.

Muppet man just called to see if I wanted to come out. I said no, but asked what he was doing tommorow. So i'm meeting him at the crack of dawn (8:30) to go shopping. I would have liked to meet him tonight, but really, its 10 till 10 and I still have a headache, even though i kinda wanna see the guy that likes me even though i don't like him, maybe i could. LOL I think I need attention or something. If it wasn't a live music night I would have gone. But I couldn't even hear him when he called until he walked outside. I liked it that he said 'I haven't heard from my girl all day'. I like that even though i'm really not his girl. Know what I mean? Anyway, I still have one vicodin stored away in case this headache just won't stop. Next time I visit J&J I need to see if the migraine medicine is still there. I'm foreseeing a bunch of them in the future.

All I've had all day to eat is a cup full of goldfish, two pieces of bread, and some cheese. I couldn't figure out what I wanted to eat. And then about a half an hour ago i figured out that I could live with mcdonalds, but could find no motivation to go open the gate, drive there, come back, close the gate and eat. Know what I mean? I might have found the height of laziness.

I'm really sad and scared today. I'm worried about my Dad. I miss people.

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