I'm gonna fly....

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder
when you cry
I'll hear your voice
when you call me
I am your angel

And when all hope is gone,
I'm here
No matter how far you are,
I'm near
It makes no difference
who you are
I am your angel

I'm your angel

I saw the teardrops,
and I heard you cry
All you need is time,
seek me and you shall find
You have everything
and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way,
let me show you a better day

And then you will see,
the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears,
just cast them on me
How can I make you see...

I am your angel

I'm your angel

xanax.... please?
2004-03-15

I swear to god I'm losing my mind. As long as I only think about right now, I'm fine. If I start to think about the future, about finding a good, stable job, about a career, I go headlong into a panic attack. My chest tightens up, I have to work at not hyperventilating. I feel sick to my stomach.

I can't do anything. I can't do it myself.

HELP!

I don't know what is the right thing. I don't know that its right for me to only think in the present because it keeps me from freaking out, or if I should think about the future which I forsee as hopeless.

OMG I'm crazy.

Grr!

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