depression
2002-10-12
I feel weird. I hate that feeling I feel like I don't belong. I felt like I didn't belong at home, , I feel like I don't belong here. I know its a temporary thing. I know my depression is cyclic.
What is most annoying, is that while i'm in the middle of feeling this way, it feels as if it is never going to end. Sometimes i think i'm Manic Depressive.... but while i do have manic moments.... I don't really have manic periods... I have periods where i'm ok... and periods where i am a raving lunatic that just wants to hurl hersleff in front of a bus... or more likely just will myself to die in my sleep. pardon any spelling mistakes... I don't have my contacts in so I can't see a damn thing i'm typing.
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