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2003-10-02

amok: *runs around, singing: 'girlie was submissive, girlie was submissive...'*

Chatted with J this morning. Discussed a teeny bit of my activities last night.

OMG I had intense screaming felt like my head was going to pop off few moments which I ended up finally grabbing him because I was freaking out. I was on the verge of something and it was scaring me. Sensory overload essentially. It was intense pain and intense pleasure at the same time and it was TOO scary. Although it was incredible, the screaming and not knowing whether I wanted it to stop or continue. Continuing hurt, but stopping didn't seem like a good option either.

I was late, but was there before him so he was ok with it. He was actually right behind me.

I was so submissive yesterday. OMG it was hard LOL. I really do enjoy playing. Most aspects of it. I just have some issues. He called me on lying to him. I'm not to do it again. I hate when they know that you're not telling the truth.

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