I'm gonna fly....

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder
when you cry
I'll hear your voice
when you call me
I am your angel

And when all hope is gone,
I'm here
No matter how far you are,
I'm near
It makes no difference
who you are
I am your angel

I'm your angel

I saw the teardrops,
and I heard you cry
All you need is time,
seek me and you shall find
You have everything
and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way,
let me show you a better day

And then you will see,
the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears,
just cast them on me
How can I make you see...

I am your angel

I'm your angel

love me when i'm gone
2003-10-04

I really should not be allowed out.

I should really find some fricken self esteem and not fuck strangers that I realy have no attraction to, even if they can kiss ok.

On the other hand, it reinforced that I have some sort of connection with he who will not be named. LOL

I feel horrid about what I did earlier in the night... and knowing that i'm NOT going to call him. I feel that I've fucked things up. That being said, I was semi-honest with he who will not be named about how i felt with earlier dude.

I really need to control myself.

Again, why do I fall for unavailable?

btw, the title is apropos of nothing, its stuck in my head

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