The insanity of it all
2003-10-04
I cannot flipping believe that I've gotten myself into this position again. I'm not headlong into it, I don't think. I could be. Hmm I um want to replay his messages on my phone over and over again. That's probably a bad sign for not getting attatched, huh.
I really have this strong desire to curl up into a ball and hide. I don't want to do this again.
He just called. I don't know how to talk to him about yesterday :( I don't know what to say. I just feel ill. He got another call and is going to call me back.
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. How How How How How do I get myself into these things?
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