ADD?
2003-11-14

I just realized, that in the last two years, I have instigated all contact with him.

How can someone so easily be 'done' with someone that they cared about for 9 years, unless they really didn't care about them that much. I get the whole moving on thing, I really do, but I thought through everything that we were friends, and I guess I was, He was not. Maybe its the whole love thing. I don't know. Anyone that I've been close to, I just can't stop caring about them. Even friendship wise. Even if they've been a big giant ass. I might need a few days, but I'm eventually ok with them.

Maybe I'm just too forgiving? I also wanna know why all I see are people's vulnerabilities alot of the time. It makes me want to fix them.

I also realized that that sounds very superior. That I would be able to fix somebody, that I'm better than them in some way, when I know that I'm not.

Bah, I really am having difficulty with coherent thought these days, its rather frustrating. I'm starting to think that I have ADD or something.

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