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2004-05-05
I spent about 15 minutes on the phone with him last night. I was completely drained by the time I went back and sat down with everyone.
Its very frustrating to me how hard I have to resist to not be sucked back in. The reality is that I still am. Not to the same extent. I won't move, I won't answer the phone when I don't want to, I won't answer the phone in the middle of the night. I'm not allowed to answer his calls all next week while I'm in myrtle beach.
I know I'm not enough. That still hurts to some extent.
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