I'm gonna fly....

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder
when you cry
I'll hear your voice
when you call me
I am your angel

And when all hope is gone,
I'm here
No matter how far you are,
I'm near
It makes no difference
who you are
I am your angel

I'm your angel

I saw the teardrops,
and I heard you cry
All you need is time,
seek me and you shall find
You have everything
and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way,
let me show you a better day

And then you will see,
the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears,
just cast them on me
How can I make you see...

I am your angel

I'm your angel

anger issues revisited
2002-11-08

Dreamt that I was fighting with carrie. Putting my fist through a mirror trying to punch her kind of fighting. Which would be typical as I can't fight for shit and she moves.

I think its because I feel so without control. I'm SO pissed. What's the word for when you feel like you have to do something but you're starting to feel put out about it. Resentment. I feel very resentfull right now. VERY resentfull. I want to rage and rage and rage right now. I am SO SO SO SO SO SO fucking angry and resentfull. crying and raging... that's what I want to do.

but

what do I do?

I hold it in an smile like an idiot.

I am so fucking stupid.

Raging

Raging inside

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